Right so I binged. Bad. But didn’t purge. So I may gain like 2 pounds? But I’ve stopped proper damage. I don’t know how I should feel, but I certainly feel guilty and huge. Been revising french for fucking hours which I’ll fail but fuck it urgh

Evey Hammond: You’re getting back at them for what they did to you?

V: What they did to me was monstrous.

Evey Hammond: And they created a monster.

I’ll wear my mask, I just hope for your sake. You recognize the karma coming.

Dad: So yeah, we’ll order the bridemaid dresses blah blah don’t lose anymore weight blah.

Me: Okay..

Haha dad you so funny. I’m still massively fat tar so I shall lose more weight, despite your opinion. I will be done when my stomach so flat even when I sit down there will be no rolls. And I will not stop before. Then I shall get dermal peircings on my hips and maybe venom bite. I will the wear a bikini with pride. So whatever.

(via witnessthefallout)

Knew it was too good to be true. No messages. From anyone. Friends are leaving me, I’m getting fatter and even family are being weird with me. Urgh. What’d I do?

mrchelseasmile:

 Smiles All Round

(via noonedoesit-better)

I know it sounds stupid, stereotypical and tacky but I started talking to this guy on here on my main blog and well he’s nice. Intellegent, keeps a conversation going, funny, similar intrests and cute.. Oh god :L Four year age gap not to mention he lives ages away. God what am I doing with my life lol.

Given up with de lass who was messing me about coz she’s a hoe. Fucking slutty urgh! I’ll just have to get over her. Toms all weird with me and bradley’s ran back to the hoe.

Why is everything so confusing and shitty?

(Source: fa-cad-es, via thirty-twoskinny)

List of things I did today:

• Make cookies.. then find marshmallows :( I should have put them in thecookies omg why did I not think of that it would have tasted so good..
• Waste my life on Tumblr and Sims
• Avoid revision once again
• Eat
• Listen to music
• Read
• Make my room really untidy..

I need to do something for once. Urgh.

Finially went to the gym today. Spoke this girl who seemed very nice (little masculine though), got sweaty and went bright red. Ew. Did some small weights and there was that really fit guy there today again. With his tattoo’s and muscles. Unf. Exchanged awkward glances. Ovb I looked once or twice ;) forgetting there was a mirror so he would see that I was looking urgh. Omg I’m so awkward, he’s probably thinking “ew what’s that chubby, ugly weird girl looking at me for. Freak, stay as far away as possible…” :/ Wouldn’t blame him tbf.